Thursday, March 27, 2014

Run Run Run STOP... Run Run Run STOP

That's how I'm feeling I'm doing right now. Chugging along then something else changes. Chugging along, then something else pops up. I've been sticking to my goals for the most part, moving more, walking more, etc. It's been interesting. The last few weeks have brought a lot of changes. I started my Master's degree program YAY! My son, Will, started T-ball and my baby doll started Cheerleading. I got a promotion at work and I'm now more into policy analysis which is pretty awesome. So busy busy busy. Trying to at least walk everywhere, park further away, get up get moving even if it's not a formal class or run session. Good news: my weight has remained steady in the last few month which is a really good change as it was steadily going up. I've actually lost some inches and have gone from a 22 to an 18 again. 22 wow... that's the biggest I've ever been, kinda depressing in a way but whatever. Most of my life I've hovered between 14's and 12's, and I'm loath to get rid of my smaller clothes. I probably will soon, though. I'm starting to just resign myself to where I'm at. I'm at least comfortable in my own body again. With the kids being so active it's hard not to want to keep up with them going full speed. Now that they're almost 4 and almost 7 they're definitely in a fun age range. They want to be on the go and I want to be going with them :D I'm happy that I'm feeling energetic enough to do so. A few months ago, I don't think that would have been possible.

For those that don't know my main goal has always been to be active to keep up with my children. My life and how I feel and how I interact with the world affects them in so many ways. They deserve a mommy who is up and about and playing with them. I pray every day that I am meeting that need. That I am a mommy they want to be with and play with. I hope there never comes a day when I can't keep up with them; that I'm always there for their games, competitions, opening days, and events. If I've ever done anything right in my life, its them.

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